I tend to linger on things that are of little importance. I trace over these thoughts so often that my skin begins to burn and my brain feels like it's contracting.

Repeatition has a funny effect on me;
I feel worn out and cracked, like my skin is crackling from the pressure inside of my body. It makes me itch and tingle, as if all the nerves in my body were being pinched by some invisible hand.
Then, my brain starts to loop. My thought patterns seperate and mesh together over and over, until I'm sick of trying to distinguish one thought from the other and I just want everything to stop.

Sometimes, I try to think of nothing.
Absolutely nothing. Blank space. White noise.
But I'll make an enviroment inside the nothing, and soon I am envisioning corners, windows and small people hiding in them, encouraging me and telling me to keep thinking of nothing- that I'm doing great.

Then, the nothing stops, and something else begins.


Gravity Rides Everything - Modest Mouse
The Breeze - Dr. Dog
Where Is My Mind (Pixies Cover) - Nada Surf
Secret Meeting - The National